Friday, October 25, 2013

We Are

I am love unconditional
You are love come true
I am a demanding love
You are love's 2nd chance
I am love breathing
You are love on fire
I am love unwavering
You are love set free
I am love pursued
You are a protective love
We are one to the other
Shared love run amuck
Sacrificed love born again
In two heartbeats...now one

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

U Ain't Shit

Poof!
You’re blinded by this storm of a woman
An elegant yet soul engulfing black queen
You never imagined a piece of fruit as sweet
My nectar dripping from your mouth agape
All consuming is my fire in your man’s blood
I walk with a confidence many a man have seen
But a high commodity few put their hands on
Present in a time when chivalry has all but died
My presence whispers to a spirit you hadn't met
Confused is your selfish flesh but inside you see
Deep down a real man in you is buried deep
All you needed was a strong lady like me
At your feet I bear life as my gift to you
Eyes closed you miss the birth of my truth
On my back I explode from the inside out
Yet His power is poured in me as I kneel
In your violent night I am never worried
Because in my brilliant day I conquer all
When it’s all said and done I’m still a lady
But don’t fuck with me!
I’m still laughing!
We both know you lied when you said,
“Onta, U ain’t shit!”

©

Sunday, October 6, 2013

In The Mirror
This moment finds me in quiet reflection and gratitude for the blessings and years I've already lived. It is in this space I have no idea what lies in store nevertheless my pulse is strong. My heart still beats for the dreams I had as a little girl even if some of them were distorted as a young woman. So today when I could stand and shout I choose to sit, legs crossed, steady in my resolve. From those dreams long ago a specific set of goals are firmly planted in faith. When I could do handstands to get one's attention I choose to sit, hands in my lap, and gently nudge the spirit of the one who's still searching for me. I am imperfectly perfect and now in my 40th year I realize that is perfectly OK with me.  

Warmest Regards,
In Walks A Lady

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Who's Afraid of the Boogeyman

MARY HAD A LIL LAM WHOSE FLEECE WAS WHITE AS SNOW
AND EVERYWHERE THAT MARY WENT THE LAMB WAS SURE TO GO
THEN ONE DAY MARY & HER LAMB RAN INTO MS. SNOW WHITE
SHE WAS WITHOUT THE SEVEN DWARFS AND IT WAS NEARLY NIGHT
MS. SNOW WAS AT HER WITS END WITH NO SOLID PLAN IN MIND
SHE & MARY WERE NERVOUS HEARING TALES OF THE BOOGEYMAN
SOME SAY IT WAS HIM; NOT THE WOLF WHO TOOK RED RIDING HOOD
ALL ALONE GRANDMA IS STILL OVER THE RIVER & THROUGH THE WOODS
"BAAAA" CRIED THE LAMB AS A FLASH OF LIGHT ZIPPED IN AND OUT
WHY IT'S ONLY TINKER BELL THERE'S NO NEED TO RUN AND SHOUT...
I THINK SHE'S COME TO SHOW US THE WAY FROM PEI TO HOUSTON
PINOCCHIO SAYS SWING BY AND HE'LL GET US SOME FREE SHOES IN
DID YOU SAY FREE SHOES? WE SHOULD SURELY BE ON OUR WAY
THAT'S A BETTER DEAL THAN PAYLESS SHOES' B.O.G.O ANY DAY!!
SO SNOW WHITE, MARY, AND THE LIL LAMB LOOKED UP TO TINKER BELL
PLEASE LIGHT THE WAY TO PINOCCHIO'S WE'RE MISSING A SHOE SALE

EPILOGUE
The Ladies never make it to Houston with their new shoes. There were too cute to put that many miles on them. So they loaded up the truck and moved to Bev-Er-Ly....Hills that is. Swimming pools, movie stars.....

The End

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

Are You My Friend?

Why do you call yourself educated and not know that little words in the wrong context create big wounds in people you claim to respect, adore, and care for?
Why do you call yourself well rounded when you can't see or accept others' opinions if they don't line up with your own?
Why do you refer to yourself as a child of God when you are so quick to look down your nose at your neighbor, ignore a child in the village who needs direction, and eat in front of the hungry without offering to share?
Why do you claim to be ride or die and trustworthy but will blab your friend's secrets, faults, and shortcomings all in the name of feeding the flames of gossip?

Truth be told I'm not really interested in what you call or refer to yourself as. My concern is not in who you claim to be. As a potential recipient of the words you utter my only desire is to be uplifted and protected by the person who claims to be my friend.

Are you my friend?

Monday, September 2, 2013

Woosah

I've had a day like no other filled with stress
I smiled when I could cry trying to just do my best
At the door kicked off my shoes pantyhose to follow
Moscato D’asti on ice sipping; not gulp or swallow
Candles lit with flames gently licking at my skin
The bubbles rise from the heat as I slide on in
Gently kneading my legs slowly crawling up my thigh
I tried to skip over my heaven and just close my eyes
But two fingers escaped to open the shell around my pearl
In this quiet space of self-loving I've just blocked out the world
My hips scoot lower trying to seek out love from my hand
A night of splendor for my body no need for hourglass’ sand
Lightly I caress my tummy hidden from my bird’s eye view
Twin mounds bobbing up from suds greedy for attn. too
Vials of warm cocoa butter lathered penetrating my essence
The hairs of my neck rose to alert me of your presence
So eager to share with you all the troubles of my day
Strong champion of my heart in your eyes it melts away
My eyes roam your body as you un-peel each clothing layer
So without fear I spread wide to receive your thick stress slayer
My arms encircle you; nails scratch your back, nestled in your lap
Trying to concentrate on your words while your dick lightly taps
You cradle my head to your chest letting your heartbeat soothe me
As the water’s chilled you take my hand and nudge me to my feet
We make quick work with the towels and warm oils are slowly shared
Once done we snuggle under the sheets skin to skin and totally bare
The stresses of the day overwhelmed me and had me tied up in knots

But in the sanctity of your embrace kissing your neck there’s no better spot 

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Sheer Curtains

When I pull back the curtains to let in 
the sunshine there is always the possibility 
that the storm will come with it. 
Nevertheless, I can not choose to NOT 
expose that me that stands behind the 
closed curtains out of fear for the storm 
or I will most certainly miss the sunshine. 
It is in the storm that my strength is tested 
and it is in the sunshine that you bear witness 
that I survived. 

Friday, August 23, 2013

Freaky Friday!!!

Just the name has got me on edge 

If I purr just right will you push my legs? 


Ankles to my ears is what I had in mind


Maybe use your dick & your finger at the same time. 


Pump hard into my body make my breast jiggle 


And then let me ride you in reverse to watch my ass wiggle-


Around and around on your dick I wanna spin


Have you flip me on my knees and do it again. 


Hold me by the waist and feel me buck in your hands 


Now let's sideways like scissors & watch my kitty expand. 


"Pussy don't fail me now. I gotta turn this nigga out. 


Til he don't want nobody else but me and only me!" 

Me & Missy E working this Freaky Friday!! 

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Fire on the Rocks

I yearn for your salty sweet taste upon my lips
Gentle pressure to my breast naturally I grind my hips
How could something so good be so dayum wrong?
Wait!!! Those are the lyrics to an ol school love song
Sweat glistening commanding my tongue to taste
You’ll leave before sunrise there’s no time to waste
Shirt dropped
Pants discarded
Belt that multi-task
Bra secured as a scarf
Legs tangled between the sheets
Electricity dances when our bodies meet
Twin mounds of pleasure entice your lips apart
My body thrashing beneath where shall you start?
Circles you draw on my sweet pork w/out gaining entry
I can’t help but close my eyes before I forget to breathe
The smooth motion of your hips bump to the music’s bass
You push my head in the pillow so I can’t see your face
My ass you spread apart your stroke keeping the beat
Your dick finds its own way to my sweet pussy’s heat
With mastery you ride me until I can’t take anymore
Relentlessly you pursue me and we slide to the floor
Legs pinned beneath me there’s only one way to move
Fuck it I’m a big girl so I toss my ass back to your groove
Music fades to the back as we make our own song
I’m no amateur but who in d’hell made a dick that long
Each stroke of your manhood sends me even higher
I've been in like & in love before but this lust is fire!


Sunday, August 18, 2013

Tout de Suite*

I ask you kind Sir are you a magician from the 9th circle
My tears fell fervently before I knew they were there
The sweet tension between us built into a frenzy flame
On the Holy Bible’s word I promised myself never again
In perfect simpatico our dreams are simply aligned
Yesterday’s no priority for me now only space in time
Surely as I breathe your smiles are caught in the wind
Tossed about frivolously and now the hurt x2 begins
Does it have to be this way here at the crossroads?
Is that how the story goes? The prince turns into a toad
But from my heart through whispered lips you are king
Because your spoken promises say we’ll have everything
I want to let your experiences with me be your very own
My constant friend disappoint is now my stepping stone
Into our present day fairy tale with an ending not yet told
Stand in it with me? In the newness of love not in the old-
Insecurities bound minds in security blankets tattered & torn
I’m feeling this love jones; not the bitter bitch that’s scorned
Turn around and see me for the dirty diamond that I am
Open your arms for me and see my truth is no Catfish scam
With burned fingers I reach for your warmth and steady calm
Totally convinced I am, “You are simply my broken heart’s balm!”


Dedication: A Strawberry by any other name…..
8/18/13 6:33 a.m.
*Tout de Suite (French) by definition is colloquial meaning immediately, right away.
J'ai besoin de le tenir tout de suite. (I need to hold him right away)







Thursday, August 15, 2013

Fuck You

You push me away from greatness with sharp words

In the dark thru the tracks of my tears

“You’re worthless Woman” is all I heard

Life’s lessons are brutal so must you add to it?

The impression of your boot permanently etched in my skin

Cracked ribs bruised lips; in this game is this all I win?

Never could I imagine the grown man with childlike words

SVU diagnosis reveals the mind of a young sociopath

SSI issues crazy checks but where goes the app to get my life back?

My smile, my sanity, my joy; rare treasures to behold

The love you stole from me carries a sentence of 5 to 10

But I’m serving your time because I won’t let the next 1 in

My inside thoughts in chaos my veins twisted in on themselves

Self-respect trampled on left me looking from the inside out

You call me too sensitive now asking what the fuss is all about

A veteran of this war returning home worn and shell shocked

Every snicker and evil look my way sends me back to my box

So fuck you I’m going home and yo ass can kick rocks!!!!


To Date or Not To Date


Here are MY top 10 questions. Feel free to use them as a blueprint to build your own. Dating is not what it once was so keep your eyes and options open.
1)      Did you file a tax form for the last 3 years?
a.       Attached a Form W-2 from an employer(s)
b.      Attached  a Self-employed form
c.       Credit Score Range ______________
2)      How is your physical and financial health?
a.       Life Insurance
b.      Living Will or Last Will in Testament
c.       Retirement Plan
d.      Physical Check-ups?
e.      STD testing schedule?
3)      Who lives under your roof with you right now?
a.       Are you supporting the household?
b.      One of the occupants your ex-anything? Parent?
4)      Do you have your own reliable transportation?
5)      When was the last day of your last relationship?
6)      How many children do you have?
a.       Are you supporting financially?
b.      Ages?
c.       Visitation schedule?
d.      Rapport with the mother(s)?
7)      How do you fight IF…….
a.       You think you’re not being heard
b.      I said I don’t agree
c.       You want your way
d.      Your  feelings are hurt
e.      You’re busted
8)      Is your “I Don’t Do That” list longer than your “I Will Do This” list?
a.       Top don’t do _____________________________
b.      2nd top don’t do ___________________________
c.       3rd top don’t do ____________________________
9)      Do we have to go to church?
a.       Say grace?
b.      Say our prayers?
10)   Is marriage an option or a goal?


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

If I COULD I WOULD HATE YOU……



All I ever wanted was for you to remain by my side and hold my hand
As children of God we are taught early about death and to understand.
Just as a petulant child I don’t want to accept or understand when it happens to me
I don’t want to see clearly, believe it will get better, none of that shit.
I just want you with me.  
This is my heart’s happiness; you and me together forever
But you left me and so y’all keep that something to say clever.
In this deep darkness I’m going to jump and frivolous
Salutations have no residence here.
This hole is mine to stretch my sight as far veins go
Without popping out of socket.
You understand, you’ll be here, close your mouth,
And miss me with that; just stop it. 
All those times I was up in church feeling sad
But I wasn't sitting up front for that I was glad
I looked on from afar all those other times,
Me and you wondering who would jump first----
Why ain't there other cars driving in front of mine
It’s just the preacher’s car between me and the hearse
I can’t miss what I never had but you were mine to love on,
Laugh with, beat up, and get beat up by
Now all I can do is sit here and cry
This shit hurt I ain't gone lie
Never again do I look up and
You pass me by
If I didn't love you so much I’d hate you right now


Monday, August 5, 2013

DEAD


Whatever is in my heart has been strewn about like a rag-doll on a merry-go-round

Filled with trepidation and fear when all things spoken gel into one silver bullet

Once broken by those lies flung at me haphazardly in the heat of an argument

One thousand one hundred and eighty seven days later I’m no longer victorious

I’m dead I know that my eyes are closed restricting free thought to my brain

Still sensitive to the insensitive brutes who initiate games in my head for sport

Even now time stands still and I question my own judgment my own sound mind

My cheerleader skirt is dirty from shouting, “I’m free! I won! He didn't beat me.”

Yet facing this one and that one similar in make-up and build I’m not so sure

I’m dead I know that my heart has stopped talking to my body feeding me life

Shit I thought I was over the hurt but now I must burn my worn survivor shirt

So on my tippy toes I reach for the Band-Aids my wounds are so far from healed

I cry out in the darkness to the Spirit for my wounded soul to again take flight

Sadly the falling feathers of my wings glow like molten embers settling at my feet


I’m dead I know that my shero succumbed to his kryptonite. I’m dead I know.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

You fucked it…Now we can’t be friends


I didn't ask you for shit; just wanted to be your friend
Now you mad? I’m me! Accept it; to your will I’ll not bend
Nawl ain't nothing you can say I can’t consider to mend
Quick bursts of a two minute brutha we over; the end.
Yeah you fucked it…now I don’t even wanna be your friend.

I asked you to keep it 100 it wouldn't kill you; would it?
Now you standing toe to toe eye to eye with my bullet
10 to 15 they charge but holding the trigger fuck it I pull it
Service to my country nayun nutha Sista fall victim to it
Yeah you fucked it…now I can’t even be your friend.

You grinning and skinning thinking you got game on lock
Tell that lie again… go head I dare ya. Speak into my glock!
You can run but you can’t hide; me & my girls circling the block
This shit comes to an end with the next four clicks on the clock

Yeah you fuck it…now I swear I was never your friend.

Love Unconditional

A son shows his mother unconditional love then it ends

He won’t give a grown woman a break for what that girl did

It’s painted and dressed up like a love I have never known

But the truth is you make me just another chick you boned

See the one that broke your heart is the one that got away

So 30 years later I’m the Sista that’s got to open up and pay

Neglected and abused to me is you just handling your bizzzz

You keep fucking me and making em’ to walk away from your kids

Do I catch you from the womb and snatch you off mom’s breast

How can you graduate if you skip class and refuse to take the test?

I’m not wifey worthy? But this is your masterpiece you see in me

You starved my heart, my soul, and my spirit but mad that I cheat

See I’m stomping through this cold life on the hunt for what’s mine

Instead of loving me for real you steady trying to turn back time

She didn't know what she had in you? Didn't see your worth?

Extract that young chick; full of cum chick from your blueprint….


It’s tried & true love; pure blood love from this Pitbull N A Skirt

Thursday, July 25, 2013

You Brought the Storm Tonight but My Joy Cometh…

“Do as I say not as I do!” is the rule of engagement?
Through the eyes of this student actions are bold
Live and in living color they arrogantly glare at me
How dare I give what is given? Speak as spoken to?
I know no other way to submit & follow your lead
Peace is a rare gift that only few create and share
So much discord is alive, breathing, and filling space
Time is a continuum whose pendulum sways in favor
Only the favor is not yours as I find my way to light
So passionately & completely self-growth is embraced
While simultaneously overlooked in its purest form
So with vigor expectations are lowered to accommodate
The eventuality of resentment born from low standards
Tensions mount as words transform into death’s bullets
Recklessly my spiritual life is snuffed out without pause
Second degree or involuntary carries all of twenty to life
But if you feed me life anew it is what I will give birth to
Love’s fragrance so poignant my tears on your chest flow

Blurring the lines in the sand only to signal a fresh start…..

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Mr. Man You Do Know That I Can See You?

MR. MAN YOU DO KNOW THAT I CAN SEE YOU
SLICK TO A CAN OF OIL YOU’RE SURELY NOT
TIRED ASS TONGUE QUICK AS A VIPER’S POISON
DRIPPING WITH VENOM U SPEAR MY BRUISED HEART
SNIFFING & HUNTING WILD PREY MERCILESSLY U FEED
DO YOU KNOW YOU’RE ASS AIN’T EVEN HUNGRY?
TSK! TSK! YOU WONDER WHY I’M BITTER. BROKEN?
YOU, YO’ COUSIN, YO’ BROTHER, YO’ POTNA, YO’ DADDY
YO’ UNCLE, YO’ SON, YO’ GRANDPAU, & YO’ PARRAIN
HELL Y’ALL ALL WORKING NERVES I AIN’T EVEN GOT
HOW MANY MORE TIMES SHOULD I BELIEVE? HAVE HOPE?
“LEAVE MY BAGGAGE IN THE PAST” YOU SAY?
BUT YOU PASSED YOUR LYING LAZY GAME ON TO HIM
BROTHERHOOD AT ITS FINEST IS KILLING MY SPIRIT
YOU TAP DANCING ON MY DREAMS WITH NO MUSIC
MR MAN YOU DO KNOW THAT I CAN SEE YOU?
SHOWING ME YOUR ASS WITH NO REGARD
TO MY FEELINGS, MY FEARS, MY DREAMS, MY SOUL
DON’T HATE ME BECAUSE I CAN’T STOP CRYING
TALK TO YO’ BOYZ & Y’ALL STOP LYING
ABOUT WHO YOU LOVE, WHO YOU NOT WITH ANYMORE,
YOU NOT HAPPY AT HOME, SHE DON’T LOVE YOU LIKE I CAN,
WHAT YOU GOT, WHERE YOU GOING, WHERE YOU BEEN
WHAT YOU BOUT TO COME UP ON
WHAT LICK YOU BOUT TO HIT
SHIT,
 MY EARS BLEEDING, MY HEAD HURT, MY CHEST BURN
MY THIGHS ACHE, MY SHOULDERS SLUMPED, & MY SOUL NUMB

MR MAN DO YOU KNOW THAT I CAN SEE YOU?

Friday, July 19, 2013

PATIENTLY IMPATIENT

I SIT HERE AND WONDER HOW LONG I CAN HOLD MY BREATH

ONLY TO REALIZE THAT FROM THE BEGINNING YOU TOOK IT AWAY

THERE ARE SO MANY WORDS THAT GIVE BIRTH TO HOW I FEEL

YET EACH TIME I HEAR YOU THE MOST BASIC SYLLABLES ESCAPE

THE PROMISE OF FOREVER SETTLES BETWEEN US LIKE A WHISPER

COVERED IN THE ACTIONS OF FORGIVENESS MY HEART BEATS

CONVINCED OF THE CHARACTER THAT HAS CREATED SUCH A KING

YOUR HEAD ADORNED WITH YOUR CROWN JEWELS OF LIFE’S VICTORY

ONCE INSURMOUNTABLE ODDS LAY AS MERE PEBBLES AT YOUR FEET

YOU ARE LOVE RESURRECTED CLOAKED IN THE RAREST OF SILK

SILVER POLISHED PURE TO REVEAL YOUR HEART’S REFLECTION FOR ME

SO YES I HAVE BEEN PATIENTLY IMPATIENT TO SHARE YOUR ETERNITY

A LOVE LANGUAGE YOU COMPREHEND WITHOUT CHEAT NOTES OR SCRIPT

A MASTERS IN COMMUNICATION YOU SIT VALEDICTORIAN IN YOUR CLASS

YOU CARRY THE STRENGTH OF TEN AND STILL SHARE YOUR VULNERABILITY

I KNOW THE MEASURE OF GOD’S LOVE TO CREATE YOU JUST FOR ME

EXQUISITE IS THE MELODY CHOREOGRAPHED ON OUR PAGES OF LIFE


YOU'VE ALWAYS KNOWN THE PATIENTLY IMPATIENT ONE HOLDING YOUR RIB


Thursday, July 18, 2013

I've had a day like no other filled with stress

I smiled when I could cry trying to just do my best

At the door kicked off my shoes pantyhose to follow

Moscato D’asti on ice sipping; not gulp or swallow

Candles lit with flames gently licking at my skin

The bubbles rise from the heat as I slide on in

Gently kneading my legs slowly crawling up my thigh

I tried to skip over my heaven and just close my eyes

But two fingers escaped to open the shell around my pearl

In this quiet space of self-loving I've just blocked out the world

My hips scoot lower trying to seek out love from my hand

A night of splendor for my body no need for hourglass’ sand

Lightly I caress my tummy hidden from my bird’s eye view

Twin mounds bobbing up from suds greedy for attn. too

Vials of warm cocoa butter lathered penetrating my essence

The hairs of my neck rose to alert me of your presence

So eager to share with you all the troubles of my day

Strong champion of my heart in your eyes it melts away

My eyes roam your body as you release each clothing layer

So without fear I spread wide to receive your thick stress slayer

My arms encircle you; nails scratch your back, nestled in your lap

Trying to concentrate on your words while your dick lightly taps

You cradle my head to your chest letting your heartbeat soothe me

As the water’s chilled you take my hand and nudge me to my feet

We make quick work with the towels and warm oils are slowly shared

Once done we snuggle under the sheets skin to skin and totally bare

The stresses of the day overwhelmed me and had me tied up in knots


But in the sanctity of your embrace kissing your neck there’s no better spot 

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Hump Day

Freaky kinda mood
Wish you was my dude
Standing here just nude
So allergic to that prude

Stalk me to the wall
Tongue kiss your balls
Legs strong I won’t fall
Fucking in the men’s stall

Legs on your waist
Pussy teasing your face
No running in this space
Squirting all over the place

Dayum I’m horny!!!
Happy Hump Day Grown Folks

Dear Daddy

Dear Daddy,
If I could take it back or fix it
I would give everything I have
I stand in the window just looking
Through tears I just see your back
If you’d just tell me what you need
I’d pull a star from heaven for you
If I caused the crease in your brow
Come here Daddy I’ll rub that too
I promise I won’t be bad anymore
I’ll come home and do all my chores
I’ll play silently with all my toys Dad
Especially when I hear your snores
At least tell me you’ll think about me
You won’t let me grow up alone
Even if you can’t stay with Mamma
Promise I can come to your home
The streets are now my teacher
But my life span is getting short
I want to give you grand babies
Not have you find me in the morgue
I’m always your lil’ boy; your man man
They say real men don’t do two arm hugs
I need you to help me with my homework
Save me I don’t want to walk as thugs
No Sir, I’m not crying didn't shed a tear
But I save them for my pillow at night
I've missed you with me year after year
Come and get me Dad; we’ll start anew
To see your eyes filled with pride for me
Is always my gentle prayer to God for you

Still your son!!!